It appears that I'm the only person visiting the forum these days since this makes six of the last seven posts being from me.
Some months ago I said I was in a dark place. As I have moved out of that place, I find myself wondering more and more if I will ever understand myself or my purpose for this life. Now I am even telling myself in a dream that I'm lost.
I had a dream in which I was with my faceless friend. We were sitting on a bench next to a dirt road with some gravel in it. He told me the car coming down the road was going to pull to the side and spin its tires to throw gravel on him because he had upset the driver. Sure enough, the driver did just exactly that, but we had moved and he missed. Before he could come back, Faceless and I started walking away from the bench. I got on my cell phone and pretended to call 911 so the driver would not repeat the effort. A second man on a horse also started toward us, but I told him I was a Citizen on Patrol and I had called for a police officer.....Then Faceless and I were walking with an officer into town. We went into a restaurant where we got separated. I was having trouble finding an exit so I could get back with Faceless. Once outside, I needed to go south, but there were buildings in the way and I had to go east. After a short while, I went into a building that seemed to be in the process of remodeling. There I found a man who only spoke Spanish, so I asked him in Spanish which way was south. I thanked him and he began to talk with me in English. Then there was a woman behind him and I said it was a good thing to be able to speak two languages. I walked through some of the construction area and after almost falling through a hole in the floor I managed to get outside. There I found my way to the south was blocked by the building and I would have to go east because there was a large building to keep me from going west first. The place I needed to get to was southwest of where I was, but I didn't know how I would get there. I was lost.
Symbols are: Faceless Friend - this is a spirit guide or my higher self. Man in car - mental aspect of myself. Man on horse - another mental aspect of self. Restaurant - a place of obtaining energy. Buildings in my way - blockages. Building under repair - reconstruction of an older consciousness. East - direction of Illumination or Enlightenment. South - direction of Trust and Innocence. West - direction of Introspection and Intuition. Awareness of being lost is new to me.
I would appreciate input from anyone who can make some sense of this.