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Claudie and Kindler were close. It was absolutely about clearing out and it did take place on a subconscious level.

The symbols are: House -- My consciousness or "where I live". Someone -- My guide or guardian angel. Downstairs -- Subconscious. Water in a boxed in enclosure -- Boxed in or controlled emotions. Thin, scummy film -- Stagnation. Flood -- Emotional clearing or cleansing. Taking the door, fixtures, and even the easy chair from the living room which was upstairs -- Complete clearing or cleansing (I particularly like Claudie's description of the easy chair, but I've lost the comfort zone for something.) Thoroughly washed out rooms -- Clear consciousnesses (One of which I was unaware.) Outside -- Open consciousness. Black dog -- Unknown part of my lower or animal nature (You got it Kindler, but you missed the part that it is a tamed part of the lower nature) Wondering if the gate is open -- residual fear of losing something in my lower nature.

Now for the explanation and interpretation: I am currently using an affirmation of healing and restoration as I'm going to sleep each night. (If you do this for 100 days, the affirmation becomes your truth) Dreams are from the subconscious which is that part of you that is always awake and always in touch with IT (My word for God, Allah, Jehovah, or whatever you call the ISNESS of all that is.)

One of the things I have learned in the past twenty-five years of working with my subconscious is that many of our physical ailments are the result of commands we have given our subconscious in times of stress. We are not conscious of the commands because at the time we are responding to our conscious emotion which may be anger, fear, hate, or any of the negative feelings we encounter. If we do not deal with these feelings at the time of the stress, then the subconcious (which never forgets) remembers and finds a way to act on them through illness, dis-ease, injury, or other action. I had this exemplified for me in 1984 when I was trying to find out why I had high blood pressure. I had a dream in which I was told to write down everything I didn't like. The dream awakened me at 2 in the morning and I said, "Everything I don't like about who or what?" I decided it must be who, so I started with myself and wrote down seventeen things I didn't like about me. Then I did my wife, my children, "the other woman", my father, and then my mother. In each case, I was able to write down several things I didn't really care for about each of them. When I got to my mother, I wrote down three things very quickly but when I got to the fourth one, I didn't know what it was. It hurt tremendously and I cried because there was something about my mother I didn't like and I couldn't imagine what it was that she might have done to me to make me hurt so bad. The anguish was unbelievable. Finally, I fell asleep again and just before I awoke, I heard angels singing and praising God (I hadn't learned about IT yet) and I had 1944 firmly fixed in my mind. I knew whatever had happened between me and Mom had happened forty years earlier. The next time I saw my mother I asked what had happened in 1944 that really upset me. She said, "Oh, your brother was born."

It seems that for nearly five years, I had been the baby of the family. When my brother was born, he had a heart murmur and then got polio. I was on my own. I no longer had a doting grandmother and a mother who had plenty of time for me. I got angry and began wetting the bed, dirtying my pants, wanting to be spoon fed, and (according to Mom) even injuring myself to get attention. After awhile I got over it (she thought). In reality, I couldn't express my anger with her for bringing him home(angry displays at our house brought down the wrath of my father), so I buried it in my subconscious. Then, when I was 35, it began to reappear as high blood pressure. Shortly after this revelation, I began an affirmation that I had forgiven my mother. About half way through the 100 days, I received an instruction in a dream to cut my blood pressure medication in half. I did and my blood pressure remained normal. Near the end of the 100 days, I received another instruction that it was time to cut my medication again. I discontinued it and my BP stayed normal.

For the present dream, I do not know (black is the absence of knowledge in my dreams) what emotional blockage I have cleared from my subconscious, but it has to do with my lower nature(dog). Being a dog, it is tame as opposed to being wild or uncontrolled. I do not know what it is, but I do know the dream is telling me that I have cleared the way for the restoration of my nerves, glands, organs, and tissue. I am about half way through the 100 days.

Namaste'